Lament lyrics

It's early so I'm feeling vulnerable So do what you will For the sake of you I'm poised With what I understand is joy Shouldered cries from everywhere I expect no different You'd think by now I'd know my place But I lose it almost every day You'd think by now I'd have a grip But again I've let it slip If I'm out on a limb admiring something It may crack in two, I feel nothing Not the question preceding, or how I'm feeling But I've carried the world today, I have convinced myself I drank from the deepest pond When the ocean did me wrong Now I'm left with what I've known all along So I lament Then I forget So I lament Till I reset You'd think by now I'd know my place But I lose it almost every day You'd think by now I'd have a grip But again I've let, I've let it slip So I lament Then I forget So I lament Till I reset