Bruises lyrics

First I make it complicated Then I disappear when it gets hard Do my best to suffocate it Trying to make it stop before it starts I got reasons Acting like I got no feelings I keep on making excuses I can't hold on to the good things oooh Hate to do this But the truth is My heart's got bruises Never meant to hurt no one I'm not the one, don't take it personal To everyone I used to know I think you should know it wasn't intentional I got reasons My feelings change like the seasons I keep on making excuses I can't hold on to the good things oooh Hate to do this But the truth is My heart's got bruises Can't trust nobody, it's stupid oooh Hate to do this But the truth is My heart's got bruises Sometimes I wanna cry Some nights I really love myself Sometimes I'm doing fine Some tell me I can go to hell I keep on making excuses I can't hold on to the good things no no no Hate to do this But the truth is My heart's got bruises Can't trust nobody, it's stupid oh Hate to do this But the truth is My heart's got bruises