Final Reasons lyrics

Whwn i was child i remember that I Used to enjoy the life mutch time have passed and now i am here tring to end this life, tring to end this I need something to prove my valor here IN this worl where everything is distorted And the prize is in the death Give me a reason istn the first time i try to leave this world but i was saved by reasons that dont exist anymore why you leave me alone here in the desert like a child cring at his mother's grave stand alone in front of his family picture why you are no longer here? istn the first time i try to leave this world but i was saved by reasons that dont exist anymore My past is a ruin The future is dust my present is my blood in the water that involtes my body