Torn Mind şarkı sözleri

The will i keep inside Has been pulled out yet another time The shiver down the spine Discharges from this twisted mind But i want it, do i need it ? Should i feel this torn inside ? The shadows of my innerself Once more have left to seek the light Grievous faces passing by It´s not my turn to knot the tie Someone else´s got that role Another one to say goodbye A part of me was left behind But all the rest keeps me in time The sorrow changes into desire Again i feel as one All days i drag myself In quest for peace of mind No rest, no compromise I need another try To feel alive, to be ... alive ... Now ... confusion in this mind, no more need to be consoled I will never waste more time, i will never loose my time Shall embrace my own fight, never fearing a goodbye Never staying left behind, that is really not my kind No, you are not like me, a little special but you ain´t To be you gotta work it harder, Then you might take one step further Down the hole, where life is to be told No, i´m really not like what you once knew of me Now i´m clean and it feels good All the meanings become real Do you mind that i feel This much inside this torn mind