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I am a shadow in the crowd I was thrown just like a stone But I'm still standing by myself You could never understand me… I feel burning in my brain My dirty blood is running hot through my veins The flesh is weak to support all this ache You should never understand this… time! By pulling strings you try to break me down You think I'm chess piece you move forth and back left to right, in black, in white You should never be back again before you die… I was a child so confused I never prayed for a god And you were close to me and made me feel so good I shouldn't try to understand this… I look at the white and it's turning into black I feel the knife, it's sticking into my back Anger, breath, I'm calling death, I'm bleeding out My pain, you'll never understand this… And my mind is not connecting to what's real… yeah! I am feeling frozen deep inside My robotic brain is offline But now I know you don't care about my feelings You have ignored me all the time I just can't see it anywhere… My reason is gone and my mind won't be back My heart pumps fast when it goes for the last attack Anger, breath, I'm calling death, I'm bleeding out My pain, you'll never understand this…