Lay Awake şarkı sözleri

I thought of going back to Jesus I thought of throwing life away I thought of every possible outcome It all felt the same Inner searches going nowhere Habit pushing me to pray Tell me a way to get out and to still be saved I threw my phone across the kitchen Bits of glass underneath the table I know how it hurts to pretend that you're still stable 'Cause I've been scared and I've been angry And I've been used the wrong way And you are not alone when you lay awake I thought of going back to college Only in fits of fear and rage A feeble attempt to fit in with the people my age I thought I had it figured out I thought I had the guts to let this go The past few years have disagreed You've been planting all these seeds in me And they're starting to grow into something that I can't hold back anymore For a second it was simple I could take it, I was sure But I've been scared and I've been angry And I've been used the wrong way But you are not alone when you lay awake