Eighteen Weeks şarkı sözleri

Selfishness is disease I hope it won't take me I hope it won't break me Like it's breaking all my friends Any means to an end Is it really that fucked up that I'd rather be dead I know this will make me vulnerable But I have to know Did you ever care more than you showed? When you left you for eighteen weeks Did you ever think of me? I hope that when you crack a smile I fill your headspace for a while If you ever wondered why I'm always scared I've seen people change they remain unaware Like their loved ones were never there I'm reaching out, I wish you cared Would you dream of me? Even when I slip into anxiety Would you believe in me? Even if it cost you everything Would you dream of me? When you sleep? I hear you calling my name The air on your teeth When you speak of me When you left you for eighteen weeks Did you ever think of me? I hope that when you crack a smile I fill your headspace for a while If you ever wondered why I'm always scared I've seen people change they remain unaware Like their loved ones were never there I'm reaching out, I wish you cared Would you dream of me? Even when I slip into anxiety Would you believe in me? Even if it cost you everything Would you dream of me? When you sleep? I hear you calling my name The air on your teeth When you speak of me It's complicated but I think I'll be fine Because you can't turn the clock and you can't rewind Still jaded, I missed all the signs 20/20 vision, but with you I'm blind So hold your tongue and let me speak When you left it left me weak Let's find out how far I sink Tie anchors to my feet When you left you for eighteen weeks Did you ever think of me? I hope that when you crack a smile I fill your headspace for a while If you ever wondered why I'm always scared I've seen people change they remain unaware Like their loved ones were never there I'm reaching out, I wish you cared