Honesty şarkı sözleri

It's 3:51 a.m. again and i haven't slept in weeks; Darkened eyes for a taste of god, an ailment, and a leash. Those precious things that were cornerstones of a precious simple life Are now precious victims of a 'self' driven dream outlined in shades of christ. My strength was long invested in an angel with one wish: To hold my hand until she died, forever sipping bliss. And now my stregth is a viscous sword that strikes the ones i love And they wait to be further demolished cause solace is lodged in those i touch. Such fulfillment resembles a vomit soaked sanctuary - killing a new spot inside me; Depression replaced with a new persecution - of victim and culprit i guide me. Of victim and culprit i guide me! There's a psychotic demon inside me... There's a sensitive loving retractable heart - if i give you my wound, will you hide me? If i bleed you a trail will you find me? When i put you through hell and then ask for your empathy: eat your contempt for me. Knowing my penance occurs as i write through this sin with a relentless vengence Letting you know that my life is a fantasy suitable for the fetish of a bleeding demon begging for god's forgiveness.