rotting with the moon şarkı sözleri

And I hated myself ever since beige went in my veins And my heart no longer melts Cause you're not here saying my name I'm calling out for help But it's my fault that I'm in pain About time that I am done with this, relieve me from my- I hear your harmony, my love When I'm alone under this Moon And it comforts me enough Feelings of warmth Visions of you I'll stay sober for us Even if death stand at my door About time I make a jump for it Please heal me from this suffering Heal me from this suffering I don't wanna die I don't wanna live I don't wanna be who I am I just wanna love I just wanna cry Need a bit of lightning from the sky Help me I need some guidance home God, if you hear me I'll reap what I've sewn Don't leave me alone And I hated myself ever since beige went in my veins And my heart no longer melts Cause you're not here saying my name I'm begging them for help But it's my fault that I won't change About time that I am done with this, relieve me from my- I hear your harmony, my love When I'm alone under this Moon And it comforts me enough Feelings of warmth Visions of you I'll stay sober for us Even if death stand at my door And it's time I make a jump for it Please heal me from my suffering