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If I'm gonna be honest I'm scared to tell it all If I let go of my secrets will I have anything at all? If I'm gonna be honest transparency's my God But I keep all of these secrets to make it seem like I'm not lost I'm not lost This is the lie I tell myself and this is the reason that I'm still here Weighed down by the guilt of it all when every confession is insincere I know, I know it all too well but I keep going back because at least I'll have a story to tell I have a story to tell But I'm still dirtier than I thought I'd ever be I keep hiding from the cross cause deep down I don't want to be free I wanna hold on to this darkness; scream it loud so I am heard If I'm gonna be honest, it's the same song I just rearrange the words I've been too scared to move past To move past everything I've done The devil that I know is better than the one I don't I know it all too well This is not the story that I want to tell Cause I'm still dirtier than I thought I'd ever be I keep hiding from the cross cause deep down I don't want to be free I wanna hold on to this darkness Scream it loud so I am heard If I'm gonna be honest, it's the same song I just rearrange the words This is the only way I know how to cope Just grit my teeth and bare it all This is the only way I know how to feel So I stay put to keep these stories real I know there's been truth in the things I've sought And I've screamed transparency But I'm all talk