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On which side am I? this one or this one i'm so messed up and I can't fuckin' understand what's going on i've found myself cut in a position - once again that i'm don't know if that's the way that i wanted it to be And I'm so confused was sure we're going in a special direction guess I was wrong again can't seem to find an answer or salvation The TV is shut Yeah i'm alone again thinking of where i was where i've been my walls are white but i see only black it can't be you cause i don't think that your shadow is that big And I'm so confused was sure we're going in a special direction guess I was wrong again can't seem to find an answer or salvation sometimes it feels so weird and I don't know what to decide this side or this side my mind is so messed up can I manage on my own? or do I need you by my side to help me clear my doubts and to find my way out