I'm Not Ok lyrics

And how would I ever know If I never tried If I never tried to love you It's easy to be myself I wanted something else Wanted something else Dreams start to fade away Became another day And then another day Goes by Can't seem to watch it past Was never good at that Was never good at that Was I? I'm not ok With just leaving Or holding back my words Until I need them I'm not ok With just leaving I love you too much Thought I was above I guess I really was I guess I really wasn't A kiss meant to fade And feelings go away Feelings go away I'm not ok With just leaving Or holding back my words Until I need them I'm not ok With just leaving I love you too much I'm not ok With just leaving Holding back my words Until I need them I'm not ok With just leaving I love you too much How would I ever know If I never try If I never tried