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So mean, so sick, so selfish & sinking Without help, without health No brains, no nothing So out of touch with reality So selfish so selfish So much hate, so much confusion Without faith I'll lose my direction I know I can't make it without you But still-I abuse No pity-I am the worst kind I'll rip out your feelings untill you can't move So selfish... Can't get it off my mind Consumed by greed Burned out by need I've lost the sight of what is real When you're with me it's all I see The never ending tragedy I'll never let you know About the feelings I don't want to show I'm my own son It just goes to show once again I've won I am the nightmare that you live I take what's yours & never give I'll take your place I'll take your face Don't know the meaning of disgrace I know you can't make it without me That's why I never try to see I tear you apart & leave you alone just before you die You think I like myself? I don't even know what you see in me I wish you could pull away & leave me in my misery This world is much too kind to a guy who never apoligises This world is much to kind to a guy who never prays or cry