seams lyrics

He fixes me Put that arm back where it fell from and watch me scream The pain I felt is worse than when it fell I like it more when you hurt me, and less when I hurt myself I acted like you fixed me so you'd calm down But it never works out I fall, through the cracks and seams The gears spin in this old clock But no matter what I'm not back My eyes fell once, it's in the past And I still fall, for whoever sees I don't know who he is but I've seen him before Am I wrong? If so then why bother? I knew that he'd throw me out The moment he saw me, his eyes turned a different shade Why didn't I listen to you when you called my name When you break the rules, God tries to sabotage you I'm turned an example, so don't do what I do My guts leak from my interior This time nobody's gonna hear me run You scream a name that isn't even mine (And I'm the one that's gone insane) The fabric keeps on falling This time you can't come in Keep banging on that wooden door I won't let you stitch me closed Not this time Poke my eyes out Drive me insane, but please don't look at me again (Last time I let you in you took everything I had) (I know you didn't change you'd just use me once again) (And if I could I'd do it over from the start) (I'd still know who you are but you wouldn't know who I am) When I was still sober and young With love to spare No matter what I did, they looked at me like I caused a scene A scene A scene A scene We were just boys Nowadays I don't know, if I still am Our love was dumb, it was doomed to fail Doomed to fail Doomed to fail Doomed to fail This one needs a patch bigger than anything I've ever seen It pleads for an answer because nothing ever means a thing When my window tempts me and I feel the wind calling my name I wanna be stitched together but it won't be the same