Prescription for Love lyrics

For the first time I can't recognize myself Try to get better Even with professional help But therapy's a bandage and I am the wound Yeah, I've done some damage I'll never undo So I dyed my hair and carved ink in my skin To cover up all the things I hate within I need to change and learn to run away A prescription for love that I'll never take I need to change and cut off yesterday Cause the things that hurt the most are the things that feel safe Run away, run away Run away from the way words face Run away, run away And learn to make permanent change I thought a lot about it The grief comes in waves I killed the man I'm supposed to be Closed the doors of fate Self-sabotage with every chance that I get Cause I don't deserve love of a means to an ends I'm always screaming on the inside Trying to find a way out of this horrible bodysuit I'm wearing But life has lowered me down I need to change and learn to run away A prescription for love that I'll never take I need to change and cut off yesterday Cause the things that hurt the most are the things that feel safe Run away, run away Run away from the way words face Run away, run away And learn to make permanent change