Lottery lyrics

i guess you're having a party tonight i wasn't invited, but that's alright i heard about it anyway i might stop by, but i doubt i'll stay cause i can't eat and i'm having trouble getting to sleep and i'm seeing double it's no mystery and what do you think's going on with me and i can't fully understand how you got the upper hand i guess you got control of me you played me like the lottery i pulled into your yard last night you saw my car you turned out the lights it doesn't matter anyway i wasn't even gonna stay well, i just stopped by to drop off these pictures of my broken knees i guess you won't be needing these and i can't fully understand how you got the upper hand i guess you got control of me you played me like the lottery i followed you to where you were and now i feel like some kind of jerk cause you turned around and saw me there and all i did was stand and stare you probably think i'm just a pest hanging around your circulation desk i guess i'll go on home where once again i can be alone and i can't fully understand how you got the upper hand i guess you got control of me you played me like the lottery