Self Medicate lyrics

So far, I can't figure out How long I've been mad Wasting all the precious years Drinking just to make it clear This bitter young man Turned out fine Oh lord, I can make this change I sure hope you are not mad Please take my apology Drinking just make it clear This bitter young man Turned out fine Self medicate, fill the innerspace Teeth are sinking in It's raining ants Wasted from all these fears Drinking just to make it clear This bitter young man turned out fine Self medicate, fill the innerspace Self medicate, fill the innerspace All my noise, I'm mad, I'm mad Trace the lines across my face Avoiding days, I'm dodging rays Self medicate, fill the innerspace Self medicate, fill the intersperse