Nicotine lyrics

Two lies, back to back Two years, now it’s past Two fears, come to pass Too near, this can’t last Broken glass is covering the floor now The bottles I poured out Tried to purge myself of everything about you But when you always show up on my doorstep Choking on your every word Your every desire While I gasp for air You just stand and stare Choking on you like nicotine My lungs are on fire But I won’t die today Cuz you will kill me slowly I don’t wanna feel like something’s wrong (But something is) I don’t wanna blindly just move on (But you know you will) When I’m wasting daylight Sleeping on the west side Maybe I can stop time I (know, know that you, know that you won’t) I know that I can’t seem to move on (Don’t move on, don’t move on, don’t move on) And free myself from you Choking on your every word Your every desire While I gasp for air You just stand and stare Choking on you like nicotine My lungs are on fire But I won’t die today Cuz you will kill me slowly Words are creeping in they’re not mine (You will do what I say) Maybe I am losing my mind (You will do what I think) Maybe I am hanging by your strings (You’re gonna move with me) I (you are alone with me) I know that I can’t seem to move on (Don’t move on, don’t move on, don’t move on) And free myself from you