Defeat (The Hardest Truth) lyrics

I saw that a thousand times and thousand times I forgot I can't remember what I've learned I know that I want to hear the hardest truth The hardest truth Like in my all defeats I don't want to hear the truth Nothing has changed I still believe and lose my time I feed myself with lies, visions of great life It is coming back to me always when I lose I know but I want to hear the hardest truth The hardest truth All I want to call things that will never exist All I want to call dreams that will never exist Take me away Take from this prison that I built inside me I dont want to live in dream