Next Left Eternal Rest lyrics

Pointing the gun to my head My suicide note is finished all is said On the floor mom finds me dead Hole between my eyes two ounces of lead (Chorus) Next left eternal rest Next left eternal rest Next left eternal rest Next left eternal rest Jumping off the Brooklyn Bridge Razors await my eager wrist East Rivers waters meant for drowning In my ears ring suicides sounding (Chorus) As I watch and listed Through the portal of death Now being born into this world Into total evil I must step (Chorus) A mad circus of terror and hell Is what I shall discover Existing to deep pain and fear How can I thank you mother (Chorus) Lead: Page Rest!!!!