Prisoner lyrics

I open my eyes with vacuity and easy weakness My thoughts are mess and my mind is burnt I feel the black virus inside with strange satisfaction And feelings like that give birth to my scorn Silver moon shadow falls down on my tormented body Deep blackest sorrow spreads in my head Crystallization of sadness produces dejection Defrauding myself I'm brought to the bad My gloomy room presses me by the climate Silence and cold fills my internal space Strange wizardry feeling surrounds me and my desires My only wish is I had left this place [Chorus:] I'm prisoner, I'm hostage Of my awful dreams My mind and my knowledge They become against me Abyss of despair Now lives in my heart With abhorrence to slayers Who live inside us I'm lonely, and I have no friends, have no future And I always know my destiny will not be mine Life can be beautifull and full of great moments And I realize it's not my way of life [Chorus]