Evol lyrics

Is this another love song? well it might just sound that way About some girl who dumped me and how I found my way Well this time it's different, because I'm not coming back I'm not sure I wanted another freaking (?) attack Am I older enough to have fallen so many times Fallen for a girl like you before I let my life behind Why can't I just find a perfect girl The one I know who's meant for me and who I'd live with forever It's an all or nothing game like Russian Roulette You pull the trigger, risk your life or sit back and relax All of my romances left with a bullet in their head It leaves a (?) (?) (?) it leaves a dreamer dead Am I older enough to have fallen so many times Fallen for a girl like you before I let my life behind Why can't I just find a perfect girl The one I know who's meant for me and who I'd live with forever I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'M FALLLING I'M FALLING Am I older enough to have fallen so many times Fallen for a girl like you before I let my life behind Why can't I just find a perfect girl The one I know who's meant for me and who I'd live with forever Am I older enough to have fallen so many times Fallen for a girl like you before I let my life behind Why can't I just find a perfect girl The one I know who's meant for me and who I'd live with forever