So Young lyrics

Laid on this black bed In this dark room No windows or doors No visitors I never wanted to do what I did I never wanted not to do what I didn't I never wanted to do what I did I can't face myself Shamefully I cry Some black dressed woman Comes by my side I never wanted to do what I did I never wanted not to do what I didn't I never wanted to do what I did "He's nothing but a young old man breaking his breathing machine Pulling out the plugs Felling so down as the ground the cold ground Muddy ground So young..."