Arboretum lyrics

I'm alone and now I'm sorry I'm at home and now it's scary And it seems like someone's coming soon Day comes around and I won't wake up Dismiss the sounds of ill-defined make up It counts as loud but it just leaves me cold I was thinking disillusioned And you were sinking into memory All I do is create an illusion All I need is a little intrusion Form a sound with an idea Hope to drown before I see you 'Cause I was drinking my conclusion And I was finding my necessity