Never Growing Up lyrics

Saw myself fall but I’m coming up The wounds are still open but they’re covered up Keep my mind open never growing up Daddy said he’s proud then I fucked it up Show me how to breathe It’s only been a while Since I suffocated drowning From my own smile Fake it till I break And I can’t take no more Can't nobody blame me I don’t feel myself at all I can't be who you want But I’m gon' be who I am And I won't take it all back Just fucking tell me who will I be when I’m gone Saw myself fall but I’m coming up The wounds are still open but they’re covered up Keep my mind open never growing up Daddy said he’s proud then I fucked it up Take me to the moon Teach me how to fly Pull the rug from under me Before I get too high Feels like a restrain Pressing on my brain Why won't anybody come relieve me from my pain I can't be who you want But I’m gon' be who I am And I won't take it all back Just fucking tell me who will I be when I’m gone Who will I be when I’m gone Hate Me Break Me Anticipate Me Take Me Fake Me All when I’m gone