Bottled Up Grievance کے بول

What words should I use to say what I feel! So many times, I know I can start my, speech again, but my role becomes so short. Why with every breath something says to me no! What would I do if that illness woke up now? There is no gonna' to be even one word of praise of your perfections war, before you don't take a look in yourself and whisper your faults. When i see picture, that I want describe you, things which make me easy change to nightmares that I create in maze of my sic mind. So "shallow" visions, That I can't see the bottom, So then space that I can't move on. If it's silly you can blame my, but if it's not, what pictures do you see?