Memo of Hate کے بول

I had truly learned to hate By the time that I was 8 In my mind What was true I made up or confused The apologist in me Couldn’t wait to disagree With your stance Such amusement on your face All I wanted was to hate The beliefs that you hold What’s the point I don’t know When the future seems to be Some forgotten kind of dream We sidelined And you won’t change my mind It’s a waste of your time When I hate every word Just cause you Said it first (you said it first) I would dance another day But I left it all too late Don’t rеmind me of her Don’t give a crap Run away if you meet Anyonе like you and me (or me and you) To believe easy lies Wasn’t quite dignified When I called you that night I was just seeing if you’re alright I take it back I take it back! I relive all those nights On a loop in my mind Can you tell I'm uptight? Used to be what you liked And I might rationalize Call you up to clarify That I meant you no harm It was just a false alarm False alarm False alarm