I'm Stuck Again کے بول

(Sorry my English is bad But my mom can't know how I feel) Ok My life has been difficult I mean damn I had everything to be happy I didn't know what pain was until 2014 Shit, can I talk without crying It really broke me, but it was only the beginning I lost my sanity and I can't get it back now My mind won't set me free, I'm stuck again I can't breathe I'm stuck again I need to continue heavy eyes again My heart was broken I can't fall in love Shit I can't trust anyone I wanted to blame him, but I can't How would you look with someone who hates himself I'm sorry I hurt you But know that it hurt me too My mind won't set me free, I'm stuck again I need mercy, I can't feel it again Shit I'm listening to peep and crying again Lately I feel like edward scissorhands Incomplete and with a heart forced to beat If there's a fucking half of the orange I'm an apple I will expel you from paradise Are there really a paradise? If it exists he lives in my mother and my dog Maybe I have salvation in a parallel universe Where there is not so much pressure to be ourselves Until then I will keep fucking my mind