can't be my friend کے بول

Last night, I thought I died Woke up six feet beneath my bed, I opened up my eyes My head on fire, can't pretend I ain't been tellin' lies, I call you up to make amends You say: Don't even try You know I'll fuck it up again I feel like I'm runnin' underwater Me against myself, I never win And how come all my demons get along, but I can't be my friend? So when my future calls, I keep my phone on silent Act like it's not my fault, I blame it on Verizon I keep romanticizin' all my toxic tendencies If I can't be my own best friend Then I'll be my worst enemy, oh, yeah And I feel like I'm runnin' underwater Me against myself, I never win And how come all my demons get along, but I can't be my friend? I guess maybe karma finally caught up Swear, I know exactly how it ends I know I'm the only one I got, but I can't be my friend