An Incident With a Ball Point Pen کے بول

Lying here on the couch viewing the blankness I’m trying to watch TV But I don’t know what I’m watching It’s so lonely here Me myself & I reside in the night I want to sleep but it just won’t come it won’t come I’m so tired of hurting and being alone I keep thinking about the pills in the cabinet but I’m scared My head hurts so much from crying but if I take anything for it I’m scared I won’t stop and I would want to stop Want to stop I don’t have any choice in the matter To make everything I can’t make it right by living I’m so scared I want out but oh I don’t know I’m so cold Please do something I can’t stand this Empty feeling that I’m having My head is horrible Stop the pounding hurts so much Stop I have no control over Anything in my life. I’m breaking into pieces. Somebody do something