Near End Experience کے بول

So much goes wrong, so much brings me down I'll just leave this shit, try to find new things that count So hard to keep myself sane and not to show my mind to others So easy to swallow the sorrow, but one day I will choke Raping life's rules make me feel A near end experience A fear to change this situation Is stronger than all pain People say catharsis means to hurt yourself Both ways will do, which one shall I walk? I am unclean, full of doubts, but this will fucking change To be consequent is hard but fais There are seven days left and still it is a question of execution The times of cowards are over, I must show strength A new-born mind on fire To resist the seduction, do it to free yourself