I'm Bipolar کے بول

So the visions of my eyes Are different from my heart so I wonder why To be burned, what a way to die But imagine what it's like to have no control at all I build a wall, I build a wall again Then I soar, I'm seeing red again Then I'm 'calm, rest a head that's full of medicine So I'm undecided, do I live or die But I still try hard, hard as hell Breathe in water, diving deeper Aint my life, I aint the weaker one But I've come undone So I rang, friends never came around Then I soar, I'm seeing red again Then I'm 'calm, rest a head that's full of medicine And tonight I'm sitting on the top of the world Just one slip I'll fall but pretend it's in the right direction So I don't relapse and do the same thing over again I build a wall, I'm 10 feet tall again I soar, I'm in the clouds again I soar, to see the rest of me