Mood Swings کے بول

(I don't know if I'm gonna make it I swallow my pride like the-) All these mood swings might break me I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing- Scared I won't survive I been losin' sleep now Take my time, I'll try when I fall back I don't know whats goin' on nah Change my mind, I'll try when I want that Take my time, I'll try when I fall back When my mind goes, I go psycho I won't lie, I been searchin' for somethin' in the dark days Demons comin' closer I try to find myself, I been lookin' for some closure How many times can I try? How many times will I fall again? I don't wanna make no one cry Been hurting myself way too much I don't know if I'm gonna make it I swallow my pride like the pills I'm takin' Swear all my life been too complacent Just wanna be happier All these mood swings might break me I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing- Scared I won't survive I been losin' sleep now Take my time, I'll try when I fall back I don't know whats goin' on nah Change my mind, I'll try when I want that Take my time, I'll try when I fall back Dreams of fame and fortune, all I had at 17 There was a goal that I envisioned, gave it all of me I made sacrifices to escape so I could finally be free Grew up around domestic violence, gave me P.T.S.D I made a 7 figure salary at 23 Still feel like an underdog because the game don't notice me That's alright with me because I never like the spotlight, that's lost time Cause views and interactions never equal a like You know the pain goes on and on and I still hate myself Relationships fall apart, would never date myself And I been wastin' all my time on people that don't give me nothin', but all ask for somethin' Nirvana tatted on my arm "Don't Panic" tatted on my wrist I made way too many tracks that they all wonder how I did But they're never gonna learn it, I been workin' since a kid 'Little Revive' blowin' up, but it still hurts to exist I don't know if I'm gonna make it I swallow my pride like the pills I'm takin' Swear all my life been too complacent Just wanna be happier All these mood swings might break me I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing- Scared I won't survive I been losin' sleep now Take my time, I'll try when I fall back I don't know whats goin' on nah Change my mind, I'll try when I want that Take my time, I'll try when I fall back