Paranoid کے بول

I feel so paranoid. i feel watched all the time. Someone stalking me. i don't dare to walk outside. Don't wanna answer the phone. i can barely stay at home. I am afraid of the dark. i can't sleep at all I've always wanted my privacy! I've always wanted my loneliness! I take drugs to calm myself. but i start to loose control! Insanity is dominating. i have always been paranoid! I am all alone. i have no friend's at all. Both my parents are dead and i don't really care. Into my madness i always falls. i don't know what to do. I feel trapped everywhere i go. I've always wanted my privacy! I've always wanted my loneliness!