Punishment کے بول

I am sicken by the hours Going slowly thru my room Looking out thru the window Another world I wish I've known Sitting here all alone I know what I am waiting for Feeling glad, it feels so empty Feels so good to be so sure And I know What I've done WHat I always wanted My mistakes, I assume I am sort of proud of that There's no shame in being you Another lie I can forget For this punishment I smile I can't cry for what is done Got the guts to say it's mine Don't care 'bout what they say is wrong And I know What I've done What I always wanted Crucify me For this so called crime