13:13 کے بول

13:13 Woke up on a winter day. Feeling fucking mean, decided to stay. 13:24 Feeling sick and tired, can´t take this any more. Presence no longer desired. 13:43 The thought keeps hunting me, burning desire to break free, to get away, to escape, to flee. 13:51 I see it so clear By now all hope is gone, there´s only fear. 14:02 Can´t delay this much longer It is clear what I have to do. The feeling´s getting stronger. 14:12 Got out of bed, still no sun. Decided to kill myself. Picked up a gun. 14:28 Felt a sudden urge to live on but it was too fucking late. Half the head´s fucking gone! Guðmundur Óli Pálmason Feb 2002