Thanks a Lot کے بول

Find me in the next life Until then I won't let you in I trust what exists: Life I tried I called for a sign To bring me to life But all I managed to find Were fools in paradise And now I struggle to see in color Carry my burdens with no ignorant bliss Avoiding problems under the covers But time won't stand still while I hide in my room Without a purpose, why do I bother? Scraping the bottom for reasons to exist I hold my head down under the water So that I may find this supposed white light Slowly, I've come to realize I can only count on what I know and Knowing without uncertainty eludes me as I wander through this life If there's a reason for this existence, somebody tell me why I know the world will just keep on spinning whether I live or die One choice could end this forever, or at least in my mind But my voice and yours heard together could shed a different light Myths and legends (they're not real, though I feel afraid) Fool us again (I tried to, I want to believe) Thirst for knowledge (it takes me, it breaks me again) Gives no solace (that I can find)