Dream lyrics

Sitting in this chair like where my life go? I feel drained like the love been lipoed Ain't opened up since I knew that they closed the coffin They say depression hits hard when a life goes And when the light goes With tears you might drown Said if you can't stand the truth then lie down I've been dealing with demons on my own Swimming in a pool of brandy but only pain would afloat Didn't fit in so everyone would frown when I come Only earnt 200 pounds every month I looked like a clown with a dream Tryna be a millionaire and buy two houses for mum Losing weight without a diet plan Used to be fat tony now they're asking where the iron man Huh! I look into the mirror and I cry for help A compass in my left hand but I can't find myself I have a dream But is it all in reach? ‘Cause all that I see, is so much deceit I just want them to Believe I have a dream But we aren’t the same I close my eyes I put my hands together I’m just praying for change I’m praying for change For change, for change