bed_of_nails lyrics

Incomplete you completed me But who am I kidding in reality you ruined me I miss my innocence and there's no fixing this Gone beyond repair, desperation's always there I can't believe how cold I've become Inject my veins with poison I'll burn under the Sun Leave me here with nothing I'm not one that you should love I'd rather keep to myself I'm close to no one I've always been the easy kill I guess when it comes to you I always will Hollowed out, still dead behind the eyes It's been nine fucking years And it still kills me after all this time My pain remains constant, can't seem to fucking learn Like a goddamn masochist addicted to all that hurts (Addicted to all that hurts) I've been making my bed Letting all of the anger set In this bed of nails Clip my wings I live and bleed Disappointment screams all over me Relapsing on the aftermath Of the old me My old ways composed of demon limbs and a rope swing Can't snap out of it this is the reality Of a lost mind and my destructing personality Depression will run its course till I'm dead I tore you apart in my head too many times Holding my memories of you inside a nine A bullet for every goodbye I can't believe how cold I've become Inject my veins with poison I'll burn under the Sun Leave me here with nothing I'm not one that you should love I'd rather keep to myself I'm close to no one Too many times Holding my memories of you inside a nine A bullet for every goodbye