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Blurred lines Every time I close my eyes As life ticks by All I hear is white lies In a somber setting Cemented in time Nobody tells you Losing yourself Is just a part of finding life And I spent so much time hanging onto things I wish I could have changed But how much more of myself Could I have given you? But how much more of myself Could I have given you? So kill me please, I'm begging this time Perpetually addicted to the high Living is easier when I'm numb Distract from the fact that I'm losing everyone I love I latch on to distractions to pass the time All that makes me feel less than you See the light that leaves my eyes set and my high-functioning depression, an Illness that stole my independence, I felt the burn of every single injection Romanticized all that makes me anxious and I can't fake this This need for permanence Will a time ever come where I won't be reliant To which might end up killing me? So kill me please, I'm begging this time Perpetually addicted to the high Living is easier when I'm numb Distract from the fact that I'm I latch on to distractions to pass the time How much more of myself should I have given you? I spent years pouring myself into this Love is not enough But that's always how it goes Losing parts of what I used to know You're somebody else now A stranger I know everything about I refuse again to let my guard down This is where it ends Love is not enough to survive on