Dust To Roses lyrics

Yeah I’m feeling good but what does that even mean I’m still scared I know that death is waiting for me I don’t feel prepared, I got family praying for me Cause it’s been too long that I’ve been on the brink of insanity I cannot see The person in the mirror has never been me But my blood turns the dust into roses My blood turns the dust into roses I’m chasing all these dreams they run from me And I can’t keep up but I’m fucking trying I feel like all I’ve ever had is me And I feel like I still don’t fuckin know me