Original lyrics

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Longevity Nothing short of false starts and legacy I don't wanna let you down, confessedly I just wanna find a way to sensibly, depressingly, find clarity I have nothing left to lose but integrity It's a vicious cycle of tendency Will you ever forgive me regrettably? Regrettably I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this) Pleading to you is useless You're not even there You're not even here To see I'm trying God, I'm trying I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this) Pleading to you is useless You're not even here (pleading to you is useless) But you're the only thing I fear Longevity Nothing short of shit memories Left deep in the ebony Will I ever find clarity? 'Cause the eyes are watching Your every self-pity Unpleasant telepathy They know my every move But not my identity That's not my identity I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this) Pleading to you is useless You're not even there You're not even here To see I'm trying God, I'm trying I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this) Pleading to you is useless You're not even here (pleading to you is useless) But you're the only thing I fear Am I the only one? Am I the only one? Am I the only one? Am I the only one Who has the guts to say he's wrong? I don't wanna lose this Pleading to you is useless You're not even there You're not even here To see I'm trying I'm fucking trying I don't wanna lose this (I don't wanna lose this) Pleading to you is useless You're not even here (pleading to you is useless) I am the only thing I fear I am the only thing I fear I am the only thing I fear I am the only thing I fear You're the only thing I-