Burial lyrics

Opening my eyes and seeing nothing, total darkness Trying to move, but the walls surround me, no space left Hard to breathe, inhaling my exhalations, airless I hear laughter between shovelfuls, from above Now I realize where I am Stay calm, avoid claustrophobia Don't remember what happened Why am I prisoner of this shell? Pushing with all my might for nothing Yelling with all my might for nothing Scratching till it bleeds for nothing Smashing till it hurts for nothing Is it my reward for a life of misery? Am I chastised for living this long? Cannot pray without faith Anyway, faith won't save me Being the cavy, a foolish experience The scapegoat of human absurdity The convict of the merciless The object of a silly jest Pushing with all my might for nothing Yelling with all my might for nothing Scratching till it bleeds for nothing Smashing till it hurts for nothing Mourning your burial Don't wanna pass out from asphyxia Living your burial Better precipitate the end Mourning your burial By self-mutilation Don't wanna wait till I pass away