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I feel so upset I feel so much fear I´m sorry about these words I wanna disappear I´m feeling so stressed This tought is burning my brain I gotta take these drugs To disguise this pain Insanity haunts me Like a bad dream Smashing my heart I wanna scream I´m feeling so stressed This tought is burning my brain I gotta take these drugs To disguise this pain I feel sorrow, there´s no tomorrow I´m trying to understand my existence Sometimes this feeling Makes a mess in my mind But I have to face The truth inside