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My life inside Wish I could get out and go ride a bike Hair in the wind, and know what it's like Hang with my ones like we did all the time Please, don't remind me 'bout my life inside Always on my phone, I sleep most the time Wake up to texts from girls I used to like Try not to text back, the light hurts my eyes Smoke till I'm knocked out What do I like? I can't remember, I lost track of time Is it December? I don't even try I've been fucked up for what seems like my life When is it over? Spaced out tonight, I won't be sober Say that I'm fine, my heart is colder I got so confined, I need to catch up Fallin' behind, don't leave me like this Wish I could get out and go ride a bike Hair in the wind, and know what it's like Hang with my ones like we did all the time Please, don't remind me 'bout my life inside Always on my phone, I sleep most the time Wake up to texts from girls I used to like Try not to text back, the light hurts my eyes Smoke till I'm knocked out I feel like I've been losin' patience, like I just have to face it The drugs I keep replacin', for happiness that's fadin' In truth, I start to panic This isn't how I planned it The world just ruined my chances, I'll never understand it I'm ripping off the band-aid, I think I'm goin' manic Maybe I'll make a movie, just straight out the window Just need somethin' different, there's couples out here kissin' I'm out here super distant, I got no one to listen Hit me up Hit me up, ooh My life inside Wish I could get out and go ride a bike Hair in the wind, and know what it's like Hang with my ones like we did all the time Please, don't remind me