When I ran off and left her lyrics

when I ran off and left her she wasn't holding a baby she was holding a bottle and a big grudge against me I tried to learn from the psychiatrist how to stay calm and minimize risk but I should've kept all those appointments I'm gonna need em I'm coming disjointed when I ran off and left her I didn't look backwards till I was halfway to Chattanooga on the Atlanta connector that's when I started flashing on the little things that she did all her little sayings and I started to wig I should've kept all those appointments I'm gonna need em I'm coming disjointed