Stupid Pain lyrics

I broke my heart I left him in pieces For being so far To find me in peace After all who you are Small eternal darkness That blocks the lights And lock me inside me I run, I don't get anywhere anymore Without my wings I will not fly as before So how can I speak of true love to you If he was the cause of all pain in me too I can die I am dying Please forgive I'm a liar I will explode and hurt again All I loved with my wet paper heart And over again