I Wrote This Song In English 'Cause It's Very Personal And I'm Too Shy To Say It In Portuguese lyrics

I'm writing this song in english Because its content is very personal And I don't feel confident enough To say it in portuguese I wish I was closer to my mother I feel we have a lot in common But she has never been the mother type She has always been shy and reserved Just like I am I think I have never received enough motherly love Sometimes I wish my mother would hug me when I'm sad She is getting older and I'm worried about her I wish my mother would hug me when I am sad Sometimes when I come home at night I cry alone in my bed I'm afraid of being alone in the universe