Redemption lyrics

Shout it out, shout it out. Let me know your feelings. Let it all out now. Go ahead and speak your mind. Ever since we parted, I`ve been acting strange. I`ve become retarded, And you are still the same. What the hell am I afraid of, now that you are gone. I`m looking for redemption, but I don`t know what I`ve done. Hurt myself, once again, `cause it helps to feel the pain. Let me be by myself, with my misery and shame. If you`re so perfect, why were you with me. I can take rejection, `cause I like the misery. Ever since we parted, I`ve been acting strange. I`ve become retarded, And you are still the same. What the hell am I afraid of, now that you are gone. I`m looking for redemption, but I don`t know what I`ve done.