Original lyrics

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I've been empty Just hear my own heartbeat But when I fall asleep Is when I finally live I've been alive But I'm not feeling life So I tell my mind Let me breathe for a night I believe I'm happy but I don't feel happiness I believe I'm sad but I don't feel sadness I believe I'm mad and I do feel madness Then I miss so much feeling the feeling I tried to escape from my own mind I'm losing again my one own fight The burden is havier than my wings I dont think my strings can hold the knight How long has it been since I last felt truth? In all I feel, I lost my ride I need an autopsy to find my youth To find out how I died inside I've been so tired But I'm not feeling wired Guess I'm a loosestrife In the plight of the fight I believe I'm happy but I don't feel happiness I believe I'm sad but I don't feel sadness I believe I'm mad and I do feel madness Then I miss so much feeling the feeling I tried to escape from my own mind I'm losing again my one own fight The burden is havier than my wings I dont think my strings can hold the knight How long has it been since I last felt truth? In all I feel, I lost my ride I need an autopsy to find my youth To find out how I died inside Inside of me There was an emptyness That became everything And hurt me for my sins I did not sin I tried to escape from my own mind I'm losing again my one own fight The burden is havier than my wings I dont think my strings can hold the knight How long has it been since I last felt truth? In all I feel, I lost my ride I need an autopsy to find my youth To find out how I died inside